And sometimes it's a bunch of bottoms, like falling down a rocky hill. I knew for decades that I had an issue with it and got to a point where I was mostly done, but the complete ending took a while. Any one of those little episodes could or should have put an end to it, but I couldn't quite see that life without it could be full and complete.
You can get off the down elevator on any floor. Bottom can be what you make it, i.e. recognizing the seemingly lesser harmful consequences as not acceptable per the standard you hold for yourself.
And sometimes it's a bunch of bottoms, like falling down a rocky hill. I knew for decades that I had an issue with it and got to a point where I was mostly done, but the complete ending took a while. Any one of those little episodes could or should have put an end to it, but I couldn't quite see that life without it could be full and complete.
yes! a million little things!
thank you for this
You can get off the down elevator on any floor. Bottom can be what you make it, i.e. recognizing the seemingly lesser harmful consequences as not acceptable per the standard you hold for yourself.